Day 127
Result! 
Weigh-in last night......Another 3.5 lbs lost 
total weight loss now 3 stones 5 lbs
I am VERY proud to say that I tip the scales at 8 stones 7 lbs
Scary BMI (not so scary anymore) currently 23.4 
I could not stay as my hubby is working away and children would have been home alone 
so just popped in and picked up my foodpacks for the week.
If my BMI is 23 dead on or 22 point something next Tuesday I will move into what the call Route To Management (RTM)
As I understand it this is where the counsellor 'teaches' you to eat again - sounds weird but I have no clue where to begin!
You would think I would want to nosh everything in sight, but actually I feel very safe on the packs as I do not have to choose anything beyond which flavour to have 
So the counselling will continue which has to be a positive thing, and the packs also continue but become less as you introduce different foods. (I think that is how it works)
I must move with it with a positive mind set
and truly believe that like S,G and K who are all years post-LL - I will not gain the weight back again 
Having this new energy and confidence has changed my whole life.........why would I want to go back to the old miserable,paranoid sluggish individual that I used to be?
Answer = I DO NOT AND WILL NOT
Soozy, the theory regarding my Robins and the cat would have been feasible but for the fact that the cat would have had to absail up the side of the house to reach the nest lol 
Whatever happened...they have gone..but It was nice while they were with me 
I am busy re-writing my CV as I am considering moving back into the NHS as a theatre nurse.
I have been a practice nurse for the last 3 years (used to be a sister on a busy medical unit) and now I feel confident enough to get back 'out there' so fingers crossed I can pull it off 
I miss my Hubby loads - he is away for 3 whole weeks in Europe 
the house is tidy and organised,the ironing is all done and the toilet seat is down but 
the other half of me is missing and I can't wait for him to come home.
By then we will be able to share that bottle of bubbly that has been sitting in the fridge since christmas (one glass and I will be zonked after no alcohol for 5 months )
Have a good week and should you happen to see the sunshine on your travels........please direct it towards Camberley
“The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary.”
