Day 135
well it was the weigh-in on Tuesday evening again 
another 2lbs off!
Total weight loss now 
3 stones 7.5 lbs
Scary BMI 23 dead on!
my scales say 52.9 kgs today
Decision time 
So after some discussion in the group (have to say my fellow LL'ers are so much better at sorting out my head than the counsellor 
) It was decided that 1 more week on the packs and Route to management will begin next Wednesday 
There are so many issues relating to food for me that it really took some doing to come to that decision.
I just want to enjoy the experience of being slim and happy but I have to regain some control myself and believe that if I follow the management plan to the letter as I have followed the foodpack programme...it will work.
One of my group pointed out that I had no faith in the LL diet at the start and here I am three and a half stone lighter......why can't it be the same for RTM?
Unfortunately I need to eat to live so unlike other addictions I cannot never go near the substance again so time to bite the bullet
The management programme is low GI and they start you off on one meal and 3 foodpacks a day so I will still have the element of control there.
Plus shed loads of counselling and support over the next 12 months.
When I think of another year of support I kind of breathe a huge sigh of relief....whatever happens It wont be just me anymore 
Actually I am quite excited at the challenge
We have had some dreadful half term weather 
kids are going stir crazy 
I can just see the sun trying to peep out as I am writing this
Taking them all ice-skating today! should be a giggle....for them watching me end up on my a$$ 
Is there a sun dance?
kind of like a rain dance...and if so can someone DO ONE!!!
"Good plans shape good decisions. That's why good planning helps to make elusive dreams come true.”
