Day 6 Week 2 RTM
So it's exactly a week since I lost the plot 
and now I am hearing the part of my pea-brain that attempts sabotage at every opportunity loud and clear 
The difference is...this time I know what is going on
even if I don't know why....
After a bizzare conversation with a borderline nutcase pal of mine, we decided that if this part of my psyche had an identity, it would be easier to deal with.
Therefore...the little blighter buried deep within my consciousness was christened MURDOCH 
Why Murdoch? no idea....just popped into my head 
And Murdoch has been relentlessly goading me for most of the day,my body sat-nav appears to have been set for KITCHEN 
via ANYYTHING SWEET,STARCHY AND YUMMY 
The good news is that I have been able to shut the little tosser up without any bother 
Haven't taken to talking back to him out loud....but there's plenty of time for that
Had to have all my coping strategies in place last night as Hubby cracked open a bottle of my favourite wine accompanied by a bar of Galaxy 
I was fine 
resisted efortlessly(ish) and proud of myself!
Have fallen in love with fat free greek yoghurt (used to hate it but now it's almost better than sex)
and vanilla splash sugar free gum this week 
If I feel a bit shaky (when Murdoch starts whispering in the old shell like) I just pop one in
Only problem is....my jaws really ache now 
I would like to take this opportunity to send a massive virtual hug to Jacobite if I may
Ps.am thinking there is something rather peculiar about the latest addition to the BB house maybe a woman in a previous life???
Hmmm...
2008-06-24 @ 11:05